Never Alone

" No one cares about me, no one loves me, no one would even notice if i was gone." Have you ever had that thought? Have you ever had that feeling like you are alone trying to figure out this broken world? I have. At one point in my life I didn't value my life at all. Living was just where i was and honestly if i wasn't anymore i wouldn't care. That was probably the lowest point in my life. I felt so alone. Like there was no one out there that cared for me. I cried myself to sleep every night, and turned to destruction to try and ease the pain.

One day someone walked into my life and showed me that someone did care. I was going through a hard time. I had just had a horrible fight with my best friend, family was falling apart, and much more. I posted something and Stormi called me and asked me okay. From that night on I knew someone cared. She started taking me to Church on Sundays with her. At first it was just an escape from the world i called life. Soon it became my life. I lived to go to Church each Sunday and be filled with his word, and be surrounded by people who cared. I longed during the week for that feeling that people cared about me.

One day Stormi asked me if i would like to go to summer camp with her. This was new to me. I had never been to church camp, or any church event for that matter. I said yes though, something drew me into it. Little did i know that was God drawing me near.

That week on July 20, 2011, I gained the greatest love. I accepted God into my heart. My walls were torn down, my scares opened, and God came in. He took my life and made it his. I knew one thing that night. That I no longer wanted to live in sin and feel the way I did. I no longer wanted to feel like I was alone. I had been preached that God never leaves us alone. Up until that moment i never really believed it. I thought I would be alone forever. Since that moment there has not been one day that goes by that I've been alone. God is always right by my side.

God says in Hebrews 13:5 " Never will I leave you, Never will I forsake you." He means it. When you feel like your all alone in this world, turn to God. He wants to take the pain away. He wants you to feel his presence and know that in your darkest times he is with you. Have you ever heard the footprints poem? The man always saw two sets of footprints, and knew God was with him always. During his hardest time, he only saw one set of footprints. He then questioned God asking why when he needed him the most was he not there? God replied " When you see only one set of footprints, that's when I was carrying you." God will carry us through those hard times. We just have to let him in, let him knock down our walls.

Anytime you are feeling alone, Pray to God. Never will you be alone. He is by your side through it all. You are never alone <3

                     God bless <3
                  
                              Love,
                                  Heaven April