We all have those people that we miss. Right now I'm talking to my best friend and she is missing her dad. It makes me think about my grandma. When I was nine she lost the battle to cancer. I grew up that year, but the pain never really left and i guess it still hasn't. I spent everyday with my grandma, she was my best friend, i was her pussycat. I loved her so much and when she was gone, i didn't know what to do. I was nine but i never had a childhood after that. Her death left my family broken.
I was the last person she talked to before she took that final breath. Her last word was water. The memory of her final moments are ones that will never leave me. Every day I think about her and it leaves me in tears most times. Back then I didn't understand how God could take her life. Now I understand that she was suffering. She was fighting a battle she couldn't win. So God took her to a place where she no longer suffered. A place where she was reunited with her daughter and her mother. Sometimes i still feel her presence. I know shes looking down on me making sure I'm okay.
We all have those that we miss. A parent, sibling, aunt, grandma, friend. The list goes on and on. Just remember that God is with them. That he has greater plans for them up there in Heaven. They are always looking down on you. If they could talk to us, I'm sure they would not want us to mourn over their death. I know that hard to do. When you lose someone you care about, mourning is just a step of healing. Do we ever really heal though? Sometimes the pain of losing my grandma is to much to bear. I break down then I pray.
Dear God,
Take this pain. Show me that she is with you and that she is happy. I don't want to mourn I want the assurance that she is smiling and well. God, I know that you are watching over me and that you wont give me more then I can handle. So please take the pain. In Jesus name.
Amen.
I pray this pray, and yes the pain and memories are still there but I can handle them. God takes that away and gives me peace.
When your missing that person who left you, turn to God. Let him be the strength that you need. That person you are missing is smiling down on you everyday making sure you are okay. I pray for everyone who is missing someone. That they get that peace and assurance that that person is in Heaven looking down on them.
If you have someone in your life who is mourning and missing someone else. Its hard to find the right words to say to them to make them feel better. I guess there is really nothing we can say. Be there for them. Let them know that they have God and you on their side. That you will be their no matter what. Sometimes all we can do for someone is pray. Pray for their healing, for their pain, pray that they are strong enough. God will give them that strength.
God bless <3
Love,
Heaven April.
No comments:
Post a Comment